Here I am, sitting in my room, too afraid to go outside. My sister asked me why I was feeling anxious today, and I said I didn't know. But, when I think about it, it's people that scare me. Why do I find people scary? I feel inadequate and incompetent, and I don't want people to see that. So, I am hiding out.
Some days ARE better. I hope that tomorrow is one of them. I would like to get up, get out of the house, and live a more normal life without having to psych myself up for the task.
If we are only as sick as our secrets, maybe publishing this blog will help. Take care, all you out there.
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