Evening Post

Okay, so I said I would try to post this evening, so here I am.  I feel like I really need to explore this time of going off the rails, to detail what happened for my own benefit as well as those who look out for me.  Queenie knew better than I did that something was going on, but I either couldn't see it or acknowledge it.  So, I want to be able to document things for future reference.  I want to look back and set down what happened and what was going on inside at the time. 

Queenie, you were a great help during this time, and I hope to give you more to go on should things go awry again. 

I've chosen to switch to the evening shift at work, which will give me more time in the morning to write down my thoughts.  It is the best time for me to do that, without any interference of the day's distractions.  It will also provide a quieter environment at work.  There are days when it gets really loud and stays loud all day long, and by the end of the day, I've had it.  You wouldn't think you were working in an office.  I'm astonished that they let people get away with it. 

I'll be working 12 - 8:30, except on Fridays, when I'll work 3 hours because I'll also work 5 hours on Saturday.  I'm not thrilled about working 6 days a week, but it will give me the opportunity to easily keep my upcoming appointments the next couple of weeks.