So here I am, back after a week's absence. I've opened up this blog many times, feeling as blank as the screen before me, clueless about what to write. In this blog, I've tried to write the truth, which has required me to evaluate what I've written, to make sure that it is an accurate reflection of what is going on with me. The process requires a focus that I haven't had lately.
Unfocused, blah, flat, tired, getting through the days. I want to have the sense that I am making progress, moving in the right direction. I feel like I've lost three weeks. It's as though the world is moving along, and I can't get up to speed to step onto it.
Little things require concentration. Signing my tax returns and mailing them in - I really had to pay attention to what I was doing.
I found myself on Monday spacing out during a conversation, losing track of what was being said. And it was a conversation that I was interested in, not something that I was listening to out of politeness.
So, there it is. The best writing I can do for now.
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